Weary

Verse 1

I know what you'd say if I said I was mad
You'd wonder why I was angry with you
You'd want to know why and not leave me alone
And then I would have to tell you the truth

You know that I love your dreamy blue eyes
The smile that lights up your face like the sun
And were I to shatter that smile with the truth
I could never forgive myself for what I'd done

Verse 2

But you won't fully grasp all the pain that I've felt
The blows to my heart I've received at your hand
How broken and empty you've left me at times
Is something you won't ever quite understand

You never did mean to hurt me like this
And I won't hurt you, though I know I could
Vengeance upon you is not what I seek
I'm weary is all, and I want out for good

Verse 3

So I'm going to go somewhere far, far away
Where nobody knows you and no one knows me
I'll start a new life and be careful this time
So the mess you became's not a thing I repeat

I know that you'll miss me, and I'll miss you too
And it's not as if this way my scars will all heal
But I'll bury them deep down and try to forget
And perhaps if I'm lucky I'll just cease to feel